Events seem to be extreme, regarding me and this year of 2018. Last week I had my left toe amputated, which is just the latest of a series of medical operations. It's not that I think these sudden medical operations are linked. My heath is fine and all of the operations thus year have bee isolated incidences. However I am not oppose to Synchronicity as detailed by Carl Jung.
Oddly enough, last week I was talking to the stranger nicked named "March 1" as he began to apologize for some of the odd things he has done. He did a Freudian slip and stated with an awkward delight, "I can't wait till I reach my REDEMPTION PERIOD". There is no such period by which men can determine the doings of GOD! Well except if they are in a cult and their intent becomes that which they harass others.
This is exactly what many in Phoenix and San Francisco are
finding out as a sub-cultural collective is intentionally intervening upon
individuals lives and passively creating chaos by which behavioral modification occurs. I first wrote about this person "March 1" on March 2nd 2017, as he approached me to inform me that he had been following me on the internet was had come to some conclusion that he will never be able to duplicate my actions or expression. As it turns out he was attempting to get me to associate with him and his sub-cultural collective, I guess. The person up till last week was persistent.
Although I may seem to take these events casually - I don't. I have been blessed to have talked with others who are having similar experiences and luckily I did a lot of research in San Francisco, with the Nielson Group (EKG Visual Synaptic Responses), University of California San Francisco (Reps) PSTD for the Department of Defense (Reps are the day to day stress a person encounters as they deal with PSTD). https://www.disabilityhelpgroup.com/post-traumatic-stress-disorder-veterans-disability-representative-broward/
The operations are as follows:
The operations are as follows:
SAN FRANCISCO
Feb-Mar 2018 - Cervical Spinal
Surgery Disc 6 and 7 (this is now degenerative). A second surgery is to be
schedule for disk 8 removal sometime within the next 6 months
April 2018 - I was ran over by
a car
May 2018 - Assault by which I
was stabbed in the mouth
May 2018 - Second Assault
busted lip
LOS ANGELES
July 2017 - Assault eye injury,
which has now gotten worst. I must wait 6 months to reschedule an operation to
reconnect the tear duck.
Aug 2018 - Infection in right
toe bone. Resulting in amputation.
My intent is to simply continue as I began, 2015. I will allow myself to be victimized (if that) and still won't contribute until I acquire closure from events that occured in Las Vegas and Phoenixs.
Municipality Dumping Ground
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Case Manager Neglect
Regarding Issue With Los Angels City Library
R.E.D.U
Co-Operative: The Effects of Co-Opperatives and Their Assists on the intergrity of enforcement
http://paulgoree.blogspot.com/2014/10/co-operative-effects-of-co-opperatives.html
The search for closure has displaced me through out the South Western States, and as I proceed, the distance achievement of some closure if not for myself, for other is becoming more of an reality.
In other instances sub-cultural collects interven passively in peoples lives. Thus creating the constraints that prevent a person. I recall while living in Las Vegas 1999-2011, a few people I became associated with, felt that I had been inducted into some kind of secret Civic Order, where by I would need to acquire a paramedics licences (seeming it would be the most convenient to acquire on such sudden notice .)
The few thought I should be removed from the collective, which I knew nothing of. As with many sub cultural collectives, once your in you can't get out. I always felt I never knew what I had willing gotten into.
During those Las Vegas years (1999-2011) I heard several people talk about being hypnotized and the expression "never ending dream" represented an inescapable state of mind, by which many desired to be free from. Events that occurred in Las Vegas now seem so common as various methods of behavioral modifications are utilized by non professionals-creating more grief. Especially upon those with mental or behavioral diagnoses.
While in San Francisco, many behavioral and mental client were once again tramatized as reports surfaced about illegal survellience equipment placed in their private studios and apartments. They equipment captured the tenants in their private moments and the talking of the culprits only enforced thoughts of audio hallucinations. All of these events have been common through out the nation. As people use cell phones to spy on each other or get revenge on each other. There have been several bullying and harassment acts put into affect, by which citizens can find some comfort.
While during the UC San Francisco study, I mention that I believe that a lot of the themes that are associated with person not yet diagnosed with any behavioral disorders seem to be associated with sub cultural collectives as they tend to socialize each other with new sub societal rules of conduct. This is especially true with substance use.
The odd event of the never ending dream, is that it displaces individuals making them more easily to be manipulated. As I have been back in Los Angeles, I have notice what is not a re-occurring dream for me, but maybe for others. It was mentioned by some Veterans in San Francisco, such socialization can be utilized by professional as in the show DEXTER.
As stated in several prior post - the actions of those that prevent or harass become the limitations of us all. As pointed out by a
In closing I am reminded of the pastor at St. Boniface Church -Franciscans (San Francisco, CA, we can always trust that the Spirit of Truth will be upon us during these trying times. http://paulgoree.blogspot.com/2018/05/early-this-afternoon-pastor-at-st.html?m=1
