Mi ESPIRTO current employment attempts and my decisions: RETREATISM

As I am coming to some ending decisions. First all that occurred in Phoenix, AZ and all that occurred in San Diego, CA. In Phoenix, I had to deal with Margaret Finn and her neglect with not attending to a Separation Intervention from the Phoenix Police department. And thus the hostile environment she place another client (SMI) in became the hell, which I would rather REVOLT and the RETREAT to have time determine her action. I only request CLOSURE from her. 

In San Diego, CA I first was being interviewed for a contract position doing conversions for a San Diego bank. I had to decline due to my state of mind and my distrust of invisible person (in San Francisco they are not so invisible considering the banking industry...uhm!). But I did find employment doing what I love best, research. I had to quit that job due to circumstance, which I now just title: RETREAT...My plan to retreat from society seeming I can't find content peace without sub-cultural collectives intervening.

Here is my latest employment search in San Francisco by which I had to decline the offer. Including another employment job I got in San Francisco working for MUNI doing research which I could not attend the orientation due to my homeless status and lack of  "means of civil constructed reality" (shoe that are not talking, clothing, etc)!

Interview Invitation: Customer Service Rep at Chevron Stations Inc. Inbox x Karylann Abshire <karyl@chevron.com> Jul 26 (12 days ago) to me Thank you for your interest in Chevron Stations Inc. We would like to extend an invitation to meet with you in person and complete an in-person interview for the position of Customer Service Representative in San Francisco/San Mateo Counties.  We will be holding interviews next week at the below facilities. August 1st (8:30am-4pm): Holiday Inn Golden Gateway | San Francisco 1500 Van Ness Avenue, San Francisco, CA 94109 August 2nd (8am-4pm): Chevron Station #2200 | Millbrae 320 E. Millbrae Avenue, Millbrae, CA 94030 If you are still interested in working for Chevron Stations Inc., please click "reply" and let us know if one of these locations/dates works best for you to come in for an in-person interview, and please indicate the time you will arrive. We look forward to your response and meeting you. Karyl Oxley Business Consultant Chevron Click here to Reply or Forward 1.07 GB (7%) of 15 GB used Manage Terms - Privacy Last account activity: 6 days ago Details

WALDEN----THOREAU #2

Walden ----Thoreau #2 (pages 1,6,7

Who is the determinate of any individuals LIFE, as lived?

This question has plagued me for the majority of my life. And as an AMERICAN, it was intense seeming we are taught and live our LIBERTY and INDIVIDUALISTIC lives, result in our individual FREEDOMS. I tossed through endless theories, seeking to find some rationalization. Yet found it easier to live my life as I lived it-this includes the recent REVOLT (Jan 13, 2013 Phoenix, AZ to Jan 1, 2016 Los Angeles, CA)  (knowing that it is in part the lived lives of others, by which I am able to interact within the society-the SCR.). I now live my life in search of the wisdom of existence often referred to by many theories, pastors, and other individuals as I let the invisible society governance, balance it for me. From there, total peace of mind/spirit can be sought and replace compounded stress. We tend to neglect the way we treat one another, thus resulting in stress variables and a poorer/shorter quality of life.

In Walden, Thoreau opening chapter explains similar ideals of individual determination. He states, "...I am a sojourner in civilized life again...Would fain say something about your condition, especially your outer condition or circumstances...We might try our lives by a thousand simple tests;...as it would have prevented some mistakes...NATURE and human life are a various as several constitutions. Who shall say what prospect life offers to another?...What my neighbors call good, I believe in my soul to be bad...Let us consider for a moment what most of the trouble and anxiety which I have referred to is about and how much of it is necessary?...It would be advantage to live a primitive and frontier life...to learn what are the gross necessaries of live and what methods have been taken to obtain them..." (pages1, 6, 7, 8, 9).