Showing posts with label Youtube. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Youtube. Show all posts

Sunday, September 23, 2018

Part 2 Sub Cults In America (current issues)

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This trip to San Francisco has now been determined a back track to initial trip which started 5/2017 thru 5/2018.  Now with the rest of the unexpected TOUR OF CALIFORNIA, San Francisco is now consistent with San Diego, and Los Angeles. Except the sudden change of plans 8/2017 to not continue at all in California- no need to venture to Sacramento.

Seeming my presence in California (arrival 05/26/2015) was based on a fake phished message on Twitter. The message appeared 3 consecutive days.  The first being from Bill Gates, then Melinda Gates and finally  on the 3rd day the Gates Foundation .The message stated... 'If you feel your life has been interrupted, don’t think of it as interruption...think of it as being CATAPULTED in a new direction.' Thus I decided to take the phished message seriously. This account, which is my original Twitter account, is currently not accessible.

It wouldn't make a difference to me-seeming I have nothing to gain nor lose. And since I began the disowning of myself from my family in 2013-as explained to some, my 'out of control substance use' had gone too far. I felt the distance would be better appreciated. Than to have my family go through repeat occurrences regarding substance abuse in our families past. 2013 was the perfect time to start family closure-seeming no responsible explanation was going to be accepted by me, regarding events that occurred in Phoenix, AZ (2011-2015) that mimicked Las Vegas, NV (1999-2011). As if some collective was seeking answers that would provide them an advantage.

 I knew my family would understand and is keen enough to question so many DISCREPANCIES that seem to follow me. Which have no CLOSURE. From this understanding I know my family is able to determine the truth. I'd rathered die now knowing that I did not surrender to the sub-cultural collective’s sensory manipulation as planned.

Now as then, I intend to hold stubbornly onto NO CLOSURE- and document in various ways the similar patterns of associated sub cultural collective mal intent, as I perceive it.  These patterns have been consistent in my life (since 1999) and the lives of others as they, explained their stories to me.

Another factor today (9/23/2018) due to similar street shake ups that usually only results in a trickle of a change.  I have decided to accelerate my deterioration by increasing usage - back to super high risk territory-thus nullifying all cognitive created thoughts of mine from being valid. THIS SHOULD BE NO PROBLEM SEEMING 20 YEARS OF QUASI NEGLECT HAS LEAD TO NO CLOSURE-I WILL CONTINUE TO SEEK CLOSURE ON MY OWN. THE DISCREPANCIES BETWEEN WHERE I AM AND TOTAL LIFE EXPERIENCE DO NOT ADD UP.

It funny that this week (9/22/2018) DEEPAK CHOPRA stated on Twitter similar thoughts, regarding total living worth.  He stated "Every cell in your body embodies the repository of every bit of knowledge pertaining to the history of life on Earth" #Cosmic Consciousness).

THESE ARE MY REASONS FOR SELF DESTRUCTION RATHER THAN A JOHNNY COME LATE APPROACH BY WHICH THE PAST 20 YEARS HAVE BEEN PLANNED BY SOME SUB-CULTURAL COLLECTIVE, THAT GOES AGAINST MY LIFE 'REPOSITORY' THE DOPE DIP IN SHERM OR "HORSE SHIT METH SHERM" IS STILL INEFFECTIVE WHEN I'M THINKING INTEGRITY AND WORTH OF HONORABLE WORDS AND SOME STILL WANT TO PLAY GAMES AT OUR NATIONAL EXPENSE.

 So as in 2013,   a YOUTUBE find that was PHISHED directly to me.  I CREATE a VIDEO titled 'MYSTERIAN MAN' to the song or band titled, 'EASILY MISLEAD'(https://youtu.be/nkpdfJHZb9s) by which the true culprits knew that I am aware that neither they nor I am mislead. But as I attempt to express it to others through various means of communications it will be the equivalent of "the boy who cried wolf!”

Which is a joke among a small collective in Las Vegas 2002-2006, but isn't so funny these days. Seeming whatever the Vegas Collective expected to achieve, they should know by now I am that expendable thus not worth any negotiation value. This even includes recent post from me on Twitter, exclusively whereby comments by me, state that I prefer to be medically cut up into pieces -limb by limb as these events continue to occur. The recent 2018 hospitalization that have resulted in surgeries from Cervical Spinal, Amputation of toe, stabbed injuries and being ran over by a car, crossing the street with the right of way! What a year  2018 , only to have some strange remark with delight that 'he can not wait until his REDEMPTION PERIOD happens to him'. There is no such period stated in the bible by which he believes that he is witnessing me going through such a period: this is sub-cultural collective conditioning.

When it comes to the use of energy (spirit) and our day to day lives. I easily think of what it is to do a Shaman 'spirit walk' for the betterment of society. But if they really wanted effective change they would re-read TRI STATE DRUG DONATION AUCTION and MID-NIGHT COURT(http://paulgoree.blogspot.com/2016/04/drug-auction-donation-day-midnight-court.html ) that I experienced while on a good hypnotic meth/sherm collective spiritual exchange of energies 5/2017 (where no one cheated like current mother fuckers-who fake it and will fuck themselves out of existence in the end).

The only difference I would change is, since some people still have a habit of dropping an 8 ball or 1/4 oz of meth on the streets, (this is not within the jurisdiction of the court nor are the assistants to all enforcement operatives) to control jurisdictions of substance value/dollars and control prior inmates and users. How about they be ordered to continue dropping those packages until they are found by 'targeted unknown persons' who will never find them. Even when they've dropped a ton of meth-they must continue dropping, until 'targeted unknown persons' stumble upon one of these 8 ball- 1/4 oz  packages. Uhm the streets will then be saturated with "Marker Dope" as detailed in California Drug Dealer Liability Act (https://law.justia.com/codes/california/2005/hsc/11700-11717.html) (if it's not phished on the internet or print. As detailed by Franklin Foer -Reality Ended- Atlantic Magazine 5/2018 https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2018/05/realitys-end/556877/).

Thus since I am a dead expendable citizen who is disgruntled by some events which have been consistent since 1999. My eventual death should be no surprise. I refuse to be the prawn between Civic sub-cultural collectives (which becomes 'deep city state' efforts) and various American 'righted' sub-cultural collectives. Which have an American right  to exist-but not with my personal involvement or non-consent to be associated. Then to base it on their  DEMAND, as if their right are valued more than mines or any other American. Especially when I intend to not be involved willingly with those that manipulate affiliation "just because".

To be a Timothy McVeigh copy- cat and do Federal Felonies and get away with it (as expressed by one member of a harassing sub-cultural collective member 06/2018 in Los Angeles) yes this is the total immature extent of some sub-cults in America by which I have no interest.

Wednesday, May 9, 2018

MY GOD - SPIRIT OF TRUTH- ST. BONIFACE CHURH-SAN FRANCISCO, CA




















Early this afternoon, the pastor at St. Boniface Church -Franciscans (San Francisco, CA) gave the most inspiring, interactive sermon and praise. He explained what the SPIRIT OF TRUTH is. And how it pertained to Jesus during his life and after his death. After his death, the Spirit of Truth would be all the factors that came together, providing nothing but EVIDENT TRUTH as to Jesus's existences and purpose. As the pastor explained this, I thought about, that same energy, being transmuted. Transmuted to provide all of those who have accepted Jesus as their savior. The blessing of the energy which naturally performs miracles, as the TRUTH become an apparent factor. That only the deceiver can ignore.






The pastor went on to provide us with some personal history of his life. His opinion of the Tenderlion District (where St. Boniface Church is located) has changed over one decade. That decade has brought him closer to "SOME" truths which he was not personally aware of. One of those truths,  was the importance of the CHURCH in the society as a providers of growth, strength, human to human fellowship: especially in poverty or high crime communities. 10 years ago he did not have the hands on experience with such diverse communities.  The church has an obligation to carry on the "JUST" of Jesus nature for all. The church can reach the spirit of a people and provide comfort and reassurance. I was very impressed with the pastors, honesty-reflecting his opinion and how it has changed. He then encourage all of us to reflect back, 10 years. How has 10 years of experience, lead us to where we are today. Well that VALIDATED much for me, seeming today I wanted to post a message about  something that has vanished. But it is in someone's possession. (my written work DMF #2)




SO MY DECADE FLASHBACK: The year was 2008. I was in Las Vegas, NV and I was not to comfortable in remaining in Las Vegas (I arrived in Vegas 1999). I was also losing confidence in my decision making, seeming I kept coming up against opposition. I felt I was being forced to join some unknown "secret" society and the mere thought and expression of it became automatic CONSPIRACY. I felt that since I had not been able to re-adopt to California (my 2007 attempt only resulted in me becoming very depressed and isolated from my own family-seeming I could not find an answer as to WHAT OCCURRED in LAS VEGAS and who were these people over my life, but not altering my consciousness). 







The Summer 2008, I heard the most amazing song by a band named; YEARSAYER. The song moved me so much, as to question GOD as to why I must remain alive on this planet,  when I so tried of this EARTH SHIT!  That Summer I open all of my major social network accounts that I have today and use often.  WORDPRESS, YOUTUBE, GOOGLE, TWITTER, YAHOO ASK. I made a video for Yearsayer song "Sunrise" because they didn't have one at the time (they are an awesome touring live band). That video still is present on  YOUTUBE and it with all it's amateur artistic attempts, did exactly what I wanted it to do. Capture through a compilation, the FEELINGS and EMOTIONS I was feeling, which I suggested Yearsayer was feeling and that all the images I use from various photographers, would come to agree that we all share that experience, which was higher emotions of existence on earth. Today I am so proud of the amateur nature of the video, because I was an amateur, expressing something in a way that was new, even to YOUTUBE. Seeming back then the 5 Copyright Laws that exist prevent much from being done, and received by others as to inspire them also.


YOUTUBE  --YEARSAYER -SUNRISE/2008: Complied by Paul Goree Las Vegas, NV
https://youtu.be/Wr9KUkiaJlc



10 years ago, started with this song, Youtube, and the great spiritual faithful individual I was working with, Mrs. Kim. Who brought another layer to my "Sunrise" thoughts.  She use to always walk about the her hotel, telling me about "HER GOD".  It was so repetitive. Often I wanted to interrupt her and let her know, "Mrs. Kim he's not just YOUR GOD, he's all of our God!" But I am so glad I didn't because, I would be so wrong. Mrs. Kim "MY GOD" along with Yearsayer's "Sunrise" got me to feeling an odd sensation, by which if I had to express it in words: God was telling me, "Oh yeah, you want to be in the sunrise with me and not as I created to existence upon earth. Oh yeah, your tried of EARTH SHIT. Well No is the answer and you will experience it as you always where!"


2 Years later I wrote an amazing self help book for my self , being inspired by the feelings I was getting from my developing faith. The book also included all the sociology, psychology, child psychology I had learned and theories I thought would help me answer one huge question?  WHY DO I MANUVER MY LIFE THE WAY I DO?  Until 90 days later (based on Benjamin Franklin's The Art of Virtue which I had read as research for my work).  I mishap and titled the work in progress,  DE MON FAIRE to prevent others from wanting to read it. I wrote it hard copy. There were 7 De MON FAIRE books, by which when I finished, day 76 of 90 days. I no longer needed to ask that question, because my faith had grown that much. And now I fully understood one thing for sure.  It was a great but ridiculous question to ask of myself, until I realized one day, "HEY YOU'RE NOT MANUVERING ANYTHING on this earth! You did not create one thing on this  planet, nor can you, or any other human!" That is when the Chiespirit that I had organized for a non-profit 501.(c) license came more focus to my entire life. And Mrs. Kim's "MY GOD" had clear insightful meaning for me.


Now that I accept the reality of De Mon Faire and that I'm not maneuvering anything in my life. God breath the air/his spirit (LOVE) into me, by which he made me a living thing, amongst all other living things on this planet. At that point, I laughed in delight and seriously questioned Mrs. Kim. I never got to tell her, because she and other noticed a huge difference in my attitude, belief, dress, manners and outlook. By which Mrs. Kim would smile at times, as she mentioned "My GOD" with a re-assurance that she knows, I understand now: and that she is proud to know that I too, have been and will continue to go on the best journey of all. Resulting in an individual being able to state  with confidence, "MY GOD" as they embark upon their PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD! And no one else.  Yes the pastor today was so correct, many, many praise to him, for bring that very much needed message to me today!


April 2, 2018 I decided to write a simple De Mon Faire #2, which I finished to prepare me for my return to  Los Angeles and remove some of the repression and trauma from the past (even Margaret Finn and SWBS) and to move forward the best I could in Los Angeles.  Unfortunately that little notepad work of mine was stolen along with some other works. I'm not surprise, it'll do those in possession of it no good. Especially if they ever do get to read the post I've been posting since 2008.




P.S. All of those who think, know, can prove they have anything against me and the life I live-Please bring your compliant forward to surface and let's get to the TRUTH of my experience through your perception! Let's utilize the Spirit of Truth for the benefit of the future. Let's make it UTILITARIAN !


Thank You St Boniface Church-Franciscans, Today My faith expanded!

Friday, October 3, 2014

We Will Get There-Easily Mislead (uhm Paul Goree)



http://youtu.be/nkpdfJHZb9s


EASILY MISLEAD


First thing first, the images and story of this video is sincere and still part of my desires-should I strike it rich. But using sociopsychology. The entire video I made was just to learn how to obtain the impossible from thought. Reading Napoleon Hill, Basha and Wayne Dyer. It's amazing what thought can manifest in the real world consciousness. The power of thought can seem unbelievable at times. 
 
So the ideal is to think of the impossible (for me that would be to win $100,000,000.00 dollars from the Arizona lottery). Then imagine all the thing you would do with the impossible thought you had. (For me that is all depicted in the video, as I would finish school (BSW/MSW-JD), open a non-profit agency and begin helping the world be a better place. By providing resources and referrals; that combat Maslow's lower level of social survival needs (water, food, shelter, security and safety). Well pop the imagination bubble and realize the odds of the impossible thought you had, might not come true. But what can happen, is that all the things you imagined you would do, can happen-if you apply yourself. This is why day dreaming is benefits the conscious reality. 


 


Unbelievably I have to question the source of this song.  I got the song from a Madonna YouTube video (I went to watch Hung Up-and this played instead). I believe the laptop was phished on. So I downloaded a capturing device and captured this song.  Now no such song by a band titled Easily Mislead can be found, uhmmmm!!! Could this be proof that since I first arrived in Phoenix (9/2011), I was being tagged, phished on my laptop, and followed (for what who knows, who cares-why give credit to those wanting it. My latest Facebook post credited Young Jeezy with Trap In California. But for me I’m Trapped In Phoenix…”son now that I know that you’ve been trapped. You wanna perform now, but they hold ya back-to face consequences, on what you did on some bullshit!!!...) nevertheless, it proves several things to me today. Never let something mal or others remove from you the essences of your soul. Like I have stated, all the things visualized in this video can occur within my lifetime.


 


I also learned negative rhetoric is often given regarding capturing devices and copyright violations on the internet. However, I have always seen the internet as a means to document my interest. If someone phishes my laptop (they are the one's violating internet laws, in their attempt to mislead) capturing devices, etc. can help provide evidence later after the fact.



http://youtu.be/nkpdfJHZb9s



http://youtu.be/nkpdfJHZb9s