Consider Johnny Garcia...In 02/2013 he called me to ask if I had a laptop that was stolen at the apartment, that me and "A" share. I informed him yes. He then asked if I filled out a police report? I informed him "No, that I'm tending to it my way, and would consider-should I or should I not!" Then he asked me, "If I was seeing/dating/involved with "A"?" I told him, "No". He then told me, that
"A" claimed that I rapped him!" and conversationally ended the call.
First thing, since when does the case manager call the culprit/the accused. I'd rather he called the police department, like codes/ethics instruct all personals from any industry to do. Just to think had I really rapped "A" and Johnny had called me and I had it out for "A". How non-effective of him!!!
Monday, July 10, 2017
Message from Stephen Price regarding stupid script ideal
Oh I just seen this. I haven't been on. Did you hear about that shooting?
tanx mang!
Monday, July 3, 2017
Audio Hallucinations: Meth Induced Psychosis
HEARING VOICES:
AUDIO HALLUCINATIONS: METH INDUCED: PSYCHOSIS INDUCED:
Imaghttp://www.disclose.tv/action/viewvideo/230743/this_is_why_the_annunaki_came_to_earth/
Is it auditory hallucination? Is it radio transmitter/receiver/conditioning? Or is it, that the Anunnaki are playing with your head? More like a immature sub-cultural collective along with the first and second choices.
A paracusia, or auditory hallucination,[1] is a form of hallucination that involves perceiving sounds without auditory stimulus.
Physiology Something that can elicit or evoke a physiological response in a cell, a tissue, or an organism. A stimulus can be internal or external. As with Sensory reception
A common form of auditory hallucination involves hearing one or more talking voices. This may be associated with psychotic disorders:
There are three main categories into which the hearing of talking voices often fall: a person hearing a voice speak one's thoughts, a person hearing one or more voices arguing, or a person hearing a voice narrating his/her own actions.[4]
1.) Hearing Ones Thoughts being spoken: like you are right now if you can't read in your head without hearing your own voice,
2.) Hearing one or more voices arguing:
3.) Hearing a voice narrating ones actions: like a stoically described everything you were doing; be it picking out loose vegetables in the supermarket, composing a spreadsheet demonstrating the relative merits on numerical methods, or breaking in to a stranger's house and knifing them and knifing them and knifing them and knifing them and knifing them.
These three categories do not account for all types of auditory hallucinations. Other types of auditory hallucination include exploding head syndrome and musical ear syndrome. In the latter, people will hear music playing in their mind, usually songs they are familiar with. This can be caused by: lesions on the brain stem (often resulting from a stroke); also, sleep disorders such as narcolepsy, tumors, encephalitis, or abscesses.[5] This should be distinguished from the commonly experienced phenomenon of getting a song stuck in one's head.
HOW THE BRAIN COGINATES AUDIO HALLCINATIONS:
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One theory is that voices arise because
Broca's area "dumps" language outputs into parts of the brain that
ordinarily receive speech inputs from the outside. ( WHAT I TERM UNPURGE DATA (Stimuli) that is
not process due to lack of sleep.)To test
this theory we are using trans-cranial magnetic stimulation (TMS) to reduce the
excitability of portions of the temporal lobe and Broca's region.
The compelling aura of reality about these experiences often produces distress and disrupts thought and behavior. The sound of the voice is sometimes that of a family member or someone from one's past, or is like that of no known person but has distinct and immediately recognizable features (say, a deep, growling voice). Often certain actual external sounds, such as fans or running water, become transformed into perceived speech.
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3 ROOT CAUSES:
1.) The first is based on studies suggesting that schizophrenia patients suffer from reduced brain connectivity. (See also Impact of Schizophrenia on the Brain.) As a result, certain groups of neurons, such as those responsible for producing and perceiving language, may begin to function autonomously, beyond the control or influence of other brain systems. It is as if the string section of the orchestra suddenly decided to play its own music, disregarding everyone else.
Imaghttp://www.disclose.tv/action/viewvideo/230743/this_is_why_the_annunaki_came_to_earth/Is it auditory hallucination? Is it radio transmitter/receiver/conditioning? Or is it, that the Anunnaki are playing with your head? More like a immature sub-cultural collective along with the first and second choices.
A paracusia, or auditory hallucination,[1] is a form of hallucination that involves perceiving sounds without auditory stimulus.
Physiology Something that can elicit or evoke a physiological response in a cell, a tissue, or an organism. A stimulus can be internal or external. As with Sensory reception
A common form of auditory hallucination involves hearing one or more talking voices. This may be associated with psychotic disorders:
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Bipolar illness. ...
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Schizoaffective disorder. ...
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Depression with psychotic features. ...
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Drug-induced psychosis. ...
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Organic psychosis. ...
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Brief psychotic disorder. ...
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Delusional disorder.
and holds special significance in diagnosing
these conditions.[2] However, individuals without any psychiatric disease whatsoever may hear voices.[3] Thus hearing voices is not necessarily a sign
of mental illness, so understanding the mechanics of auditory hallucinations is
crucial to understanding schizophrenia and related disorders.There are three main categories into which the hearing of talking voices often fall: a person hearing a voice speak one's thoughts, a person hearing one or more voices arguing, or a person hearing a voice narrating his/her own actions.[4]
1.) Hearing Ones Thoughts being spoken: like you are right now if you can't read in your head without hearing your own voice,
2.) Hearing one or more voices arguing:
3.) Hearing a voice narrating ones actions: like a stoically described everything you were doing; be it picking out loose vegetables in the supermarket, composing a spreadsheet demonstrating the relative merits on numerical methods, or breaking in to a stranger's house and knifing them and knifing them and knifing them and knifing them and knifing them.
These three categories do not account for all types of auditory hallucinations. Other types of auditory hallucination include exploding head syndrome and musical ear syndrome. In the latter, people will hear music playing in their mind, usually songs they are familiar with. This can be caused by: lesions on the brain stem (often resulting from a stroke); also, sleep disorders such as narcolepsy, tumors, encephalitis, or abscesses.[5] This should be distinguished from the commonly experienced phenomenon of getting a song stuck in one's head.
HOW THE BRAIN COGINATES AUDIO HALLCINATIONS:
Our brains are primed to register such
events; so on rare occasions the brain makes a mistake and reconstructs
unrelated sounds (such as people talking indistinctly) into a false perception
of the spoken name. Brain imaging studies have found that parts of the temporal
lobe activate during these hallucinations. Our research at Yale University, as
well as studies conducted at the Institute of Psychiatry in London, also
detected activation in an area of the brain known as Broca's region during
production of "inner speech" or verbal thought.
So far, most patients appear to
experience significant improvements from TMS directed to both brain regions,
with improvements lasting from two months to over a year. These results,
although preliminary, suggest an alternative treatment if validated in
larger-scale studies.
The compelling aura of reality about these experiences often produces distress and disrupts thought and behavior. The sound of the voice is sometimes that of a family member or someone from one's past, or is like that of no known person but has distinct and immediately recognizable features (say, a deep, growling voice). Often certain actual external sounds, such as fans or running water, become transformed into perceived speech.
3 ROOT CAUSES:
1.) The first is based on studies suggesting that schizophrenia patients suffer from reduced brain connectivity. (See also Impact of Schizophrenia on the Brain.) As a result, certain groups of neurons, such as those responsible for producing and perceiving language, may begin to function autonomously, beyond the control or influence of other brain systems. It is as if the string section of the orchestra suddenly decided to play its own music, disregarding everyone else.
2.) (METH RELATED) The second idea is
that deprivation of social interaction -
namely human conversation-makes the brain more likely to produce hallucinated
conversations. Often one of the first signs of
schizophrenia-occurring well before manifestations such as hearing
voices-is social isolation.
Indeed, sensory deprivation can produce hallucinations in the
sense mode that is deprived. An example is Charles Bonnet Syndrome, where visual impairments in the elderly can
produce visions of human figures. Could the absence of actual spoken human
conversation-a cornerstone of day-to-day human intellect and creativity-produce
hallucinated conversations? Recall the extreme isolation that preceded the
appearance of Rilke's startling voice (http://www.paratheatrical.
3.) Third, heightened emotions may play a role in producing
voices. Indeed, heightened emotionality prompts the brain to produce information
consonant with that emotional state. For example, a low mood favors
generation of thoughts that are themselves depressing. It is possible that
intense states of emotion could pre-select and perhaps elicit from the brain
certain verbal messages having the same emotional charge.
Verbal
messages expressed by voices often are highly emotional. Moreover, when
schizophrenia begins, these persons are often in states of extreme fear or
elation. It could be that these powerful emotional states increase the
propensity of the brain to produce corresponding verbal "messages."
This
would account for the fact that voices also emerge during states of extreme,
but incidental, emotionality brought on by inspired thought, mania, depression,
or ingestion of certain drugs. Here the voices disappear when the emotional
states return to normal. The brains of schizophrenia sufferers may be
vulnerable to becoming "stuck" in these hallucinatory states.
For
Scholarly Research on Emotion and Audio Hallucination READ:
The literature on hallucinations is reviewed, including its occurrence in
different psychiatric disorders, neurological disorders and normal persons. The
diagnostic significance of hallucinations is also discussed. Reports of
hallucinations in normal people are reviewed. The different modes of the
management of hallucinations are briefly discussed.
Over the years, the prevalence of auditory verbal hallucinations (AVHs)
have been documented across the lifespan in varied contexts, and with a range
of potential long-term outcomes. Initially the emphasis focused on whether AVHs
conferred risk for psychosis. However, recent research has identified
significant differences in the presentation and outcomes of AVH in patients… suggesting
that auditory hallucinations are an entity by themselves and not necessarily
indicative of transition along the psychosis continuum. This review will
examine the presentation of auditory hallucinations across the life span, as
well as in various clinical groups.
The Different Types of Psychosis
First
Episode Psychosis: An Information Guide
There are a number of
mental illnesses that can include psychosis as a symptom. In the early phases
of a psychotic episode, it is usually difficult to diagnose the exact type of
psychosis that is happening. This is because the factors that determine a specific
diagnosis are often unclear during the psychotic episode. It is important to
recognize and understand symptoms, and to communicate them to the treatment
team. Any concerns or questions about diagnosis should be discussed with a
mental health professional.
The following list
provides the names and brief descriptions of different types of psychotic
illness.
Schizophrenia
The term schizophrenia refers to a type of psychosis in which a person experiences some psychotic symptoms for at least six months, with a significant decline in the person’s ability to function. The symptoms and length of the illness vary from person to person.
The term schizophrenia refers to a type of psychosis in which a person experiences some psychotic symptoms for at least six months, with a significant decline in the person’s ability to function. The symptoms and length of the illness vary from person to person.
Schizophreniform
disorder
This type of psychosis is the same as schizophrenia except that the symptoms have lasted for less than six months. The illness may completely resolve or may persist and progress to other psychiatric diagnoses, such as schizophrenia, bipolar disorder or schizoaffective disorder.
This type of psychosis is the same as schizophrenia except that the symptoms have lasted for less than six months. The illness may completely resolve or may persist and progress to other psychiatric diagnoses, such as schizophrenia, bipolar disorder or schizoaffective disorder.
Bipolar
illness
With this type of illness the symptoms of psychosis relate more to mood disturbance than to thought disturbance. A person will experience mood elevations (mania) and sometimes depression, which may persist or fluctuate in intensity. When psychotic symptoms arise, they often reflect the person’s mood. For example, people who are depressed may hear voices that put them down. People who are experiencing an elevated mood may believe they are special and are capable of doing amazing things.
With this type of illness the symptoms of psychosis relate more to mood disturbance than to thought disturbance. A person will experience mood elevations (mania) and sometimes depression, which may persist or fluctuate in intensity. When psychotic symptoms arise, they often reflect the person’s mood. For example, people who are depressed may hear voices that put them down. People who are experiencing an elevated mood may believe they are special and are capable of doing amazing things.
Schizoaffective
disorder
During this type of psychosis, a person will experience symptoms of schizophrenia and symptoms of a mood disturbance, either at the same time or alternating over time.
During this type of psychosis, a person will experience symptoms of schizophrenia and symptoms of a mood disturbance, either at the same time or alternating over time.
Depression
with psychotic features
Sometimes a person will experience a severe depression with symptoms of psychosis without the mania associated with bipolar disorder. This type of depression is referred to as a psychotic depression or depression with psychotic features.
Sometimes a person will experience a severe depression with symptoms of psychosis without the mania associated with bipolar disorder. This type of depression is referred to as a psychotic depression or depression with psychotic features.
Drug-induced
psychosis
The use of drugs such as marijuana, cocaine, LSD, amphetamines and alcohol can sometimes cause psychotic symptoms to appear. Once the effects of the drugs or alcohol wear off, the symptoms of psychosis will usually resolve. However, the symptoms themselves may require medical treatment.
The use of drugs such as marijuana, cocaine, LSD, amphetamines and alcohol can sometimes cause psychotic symptoms to appear. Once the effects of the drugs or alcohol wear off, the symptoms of psychosis will usually resolve. However, the symptoms themselves may require medical treatment.
Organic
psychosis
Symptoms of psychosis may appear as a result of a physical illness or a head injury. A thorough medical examination should be conducted to rule out or confirm this type of psychosis. This examination may involve some tests or investigations such as a brain scan.
Symptoms of psychosis may appear as a result of a physical illness or a head injury. A thorough medical examination should be conducted to rule out or confirm this type of psychosis. This examination may involve some tests or investigations such as a brain scan.
Brief
psychotic disorder
Sometimes symptoms of psychosis come on suddenly and, in some cases, are triggered in response to a major stress in the person’s life, such as a death in the family. This type of psychosis usually lasts less than a month.
Sometimes symptoms of psychosis come on suddenly and, in some cases, are triggered in response to a major stress in the person’s life, such as a death in the family. This type of psychosis usually lasts less than a month.
Delusional
disorder
This type of psychosis consists of very strong and fixed beliefs in things that are not true. Changes in perception, such as hallucinations, are not seen in this illness. A delusional disorder does not usually affect a person’s ability to function.
This type of psychosis consists of very strong and fixed beliefs in things that are not true. Changes in perception, such as hallucinations, are not seen in this illness. A delusional disorder does not usually affect a person’s ability to function.
It may
be difficult to make a diagnosis in the early stages. Therefore it may not be
helpful to focus on a particular diagnosis. It is also important to remember
that everyone’s experience of psychosis is different. Course and outcome will
vary from person to person.
Famous Accounts of Audio Hallucination:
Robert Schumann, a famous music composer, spent the
end of his life experiencing auditory hallucinations. Schumann’s diaries state
that he suffered perpetually from imagining that he had the note A5 sounding in
his ears. The musical hallucinations became increasingly complex.
One night he claimed to have been visited by the ghost of
Schubert and wrote down the music that he was hearing. Thereafter, he began
making claims that he could hear an angelic choir singing to him. As his
condition worsened, the angelic voices transmogrified into demonic voices.
Wednesday, June 28, 2017
Hobbian Natural Rights of Entitlement - I want more
"PLEASE SIR I WANT MORE..."
I DEMAND MORE...HOBBIAN NATURAL RIGHTS ENTITLE ME!!!
Thus I will get more!
Monday, June 26, 2017
Continued My Summer with Thoreau at Walden (My San Francisco)
06/25/2017 (8:30AM)
6/26/2017(5:00AM) San Francisco, CA (PRIDE WEEK)
I awoke early morning, bored yet
content. Throughout the day, I watch the Pride week gala event come together
from Civic Center. And through the day, I was content with the extent by which
I could be an enthusiastic participant, but then next year uhmmm-thus I was content
with possibilities and the reality of my San Francisco visit/home in
development (all is going fine). Under these conditions, it did not
surprise me, that by the end of the day, men would arrive and to remedy much:
and I would accept their invitations and elude risk, as with the latter.
Amazingly those invitations "catapulted"
me into an elated state of joy and I leaped blindly into the festivities of
Diversity being celebrated in the Bay Area, Pride Day. Aloof as I was, the
vivid energy of internal individual joy, collective radiated outwardly and I
fighting a bite of paranoia (smoked a joint/ stress leave do me better) wondered
about the city on foot to heights of Castro far found the celebrations winding
down after 9:00PM! I busted into laughter, laughing with myself realizing that
I was lost, and I had forgotten the delight acquired being lost in an
unfamiliar city. I decided to enjoy as much of the energy of the city
night skyline, the hills and hills, and the remaining people as they slowly
became few.
Today I was finishing reading Walden
by Thoreau. I read the chapter, The Village. In that chapter Thoreau
expresses;
" In our most trivial walks, we are constantly, though
unconsciously, steering like pilots by certain well-known BEACONS and
HEADLANDS, and if we go beyond our usual course we still bear in mind the
bearing of some neighboring cape: and not till we are completely LOST,...do we
appreciate the vastness and strangeness of Nature. Every man has to learn the
points of compass again as often as he awakes, whether from sleep or
abstraction. Not till we are lost in other words, do we begin to find
ourselves, and realize where we are and the infinite extent of our
relations..."
Thus it is not possible to have mal
feelings towards those men who arrived with remedies and risk. With intent or
not! Their effort (appreciated) afforded me the opportunity to be as I have in other
locations, lost in delightment. By which I rekindled in spirit, the infinite
extent of my relations: Past, Present and that which will come to be. And truly
enjoyed being lost in such a beautiful city within the aura of celebration that
radiated UNCONDITIONAL RESPECTFUL LOVE! It reminded me of being one of the
original student body members of the first LGBT Groups on the University of New
Mexico Campus (1995) WoW, times have changed for the WE THE PEOPLE FOR THE PEOPLE BY THE PEOPLE OF THE UNITED STATES OF
AMERICA! May it continue!
San Francisco LBGT Pride Week/Day
6/25/2017
Tuesday, June 20, 2017
RESPONSE TO HENRY DAVID THOREAU---"Not have lived at all..."
My response to the above craving expressing Thoreau's thoughts. I would rather come to death, not have lived: than live and be controlled by factors not of my consent or liking!!! Thank God, as a human on this earth (for the better or worst) I am AMERICAN and do have the Liberty and Individualism to control in some aspect the decision I want to live and not live. As I respect other AMERICANS rights to do the same!
I'm still waiting of us, to consider accepting internally
UNCONDITIONAL RESPECT!
WALDEN----THOREAU #2
Walden ----Thoreau #2 (pages 1,6,7
Who is the determinate of any individuals LIFE, as lived?
This question has plagued me for the majority of my life. And as an AMERICAN, it was intense seeming we are taught and live our LIBERTY and INDIVIDUALISTIC lives, result in our individual FREEDOMS. I tossed through endless theories, seeking to find some rationalization. Yet found it easier to live my life as I lived it-this includes the recent REVOLT (Jan 13, 2013 Phoenix, AZ to Jan 1, 2016 Los Angeles, CA) (knowing that it is in part the lived lives of others, by which I am able to interact within the society-the SCR.). I now live my life in search of the wisdom of existence often referred to by many theories, pastors, and other individuals as I let the invisible society governance, balance it for me. From there, total peace of mind/spirit can be sought and replace compounded stress. We tend to neglect the way we treat one another, thus resulting in stress variables and a poorer/shorter quality of life.
In Walden, Thoreau opening chapter explains similar ideals of individual determination. He states, "...I am a sojourner in civilized life again...Would fain say something about your condition, especially your outer condition or circumstances...We might try our lives by a thousand simple tests;...as it would have prevented some mistakes...NATURE and human life are a various as several constitutions. Who shall say what prospect life offers to another?...What my neighbors call good, I believe in my soul to be bad...Let us consider for a moment what most of the trouble and anxiety which I have referred to is about and how much of it is necessary?...It would be advantage to live a primitive and frontier life...to learn what are the gross necessaries of live and what methods have been taken to obtain them..." (pages1, 6, 7, 8, 9).
Who is the determinate of any individuals LIFE, as lived?
This question has plagued me for the majority of my life. And as an AMERICAN, it was intense seeming we are taught and live our LIBERTY and INDIVIDUALISTIC lives, result in our individual FREEDOMS. I tossed through endless theories, seeking to find some rationalization. Yet found it easier to live my life as I lived it-this includes the recent REVOLT (Jan 13, 2013 Phoenix, AZ to Jan 1, 2016 Los Angeles, CA) (knowing that it is in part the lived lives of others, by which I am able to interact within the society-the SCR.). I now live my life in search of the wisdom of existence often referred to by many theories, pastors, and other individuals as I let the invisible society governance, balance it for me. From there, total peace of mind/spirit can be sought and replace compounded stress. We tend to neglect the way we treat one another, thus resulting in stress variables and a poorer/shorter quality of life.
In Walden, Thoreau opening chapter explains similar ideals of individual determination. He states, "...I am a sojourner in civilized life again...Would fain say something about your condition, especially your outer condition or circumstances...We might try our lives by a thousand simple tests;...as it would have prevented some mistakes...NATURE and human life are a various as several constitutions. Who shall say what prospect life offers to another?...What my neighbors call good, I believe in my soul to be bad...Let us consider for a moment what most of the trouble and anxiety which I have referred to is about and how much of it is necessary?...It would be advantage to live a primitive and frontier life...to learn what are the gross necessaries of live and what methods have been taken to obtain them..." (pages1, 6, 7, 8, 9).
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